give up or keep it up?

give up or keep it up?

should i give up or not? should i keep it up?

well....this is pretty much the life as a students and i know that every one of us have that struggles, being a teenager, student and youth. even the adults can not handle their own stress what more for someone life as students, teenagers and youth. 

it is easier to give up and let go but do your heart will feel at ease after doing so? don't you feel guilty for the responsibility that you had let go and leaves that responsibility to theres? should the others make it up for you then?

it is hard to live in this life and it is never been easier. you have to try hard, struggles and put on your best efforts that you've never did before to make it happen. sometimes, you see that the person is very calm and he or she is always happy and outgoing. no, it is not...

inside that person, he or she has their own story, their own secrets but they keep it. their inside may be messy, they have to struggles a lot, they also want to give up. 

i am always like that. that calm person but sometimes can be scary to others. i know that feeling and i feel like i want to give up too. but, i just can't. because it would be too much for me and it would make me feel unease. i have to make it, keep it up to myself, be comitted and never give up. 

i have my own way to handle all my stress. sometimes, i just can't handle it and i need  more time. sometimes, there are no enough time and i have to release myself from that stranggling feelings inside of me. i think i take care of others the most and forget about myself. i forget about me and never thought of my own feelings. i need some time for myself, i need some space for myself too.

and, i am glad that i have that someone with me. always. He will be by my side no matter what happen, anywhere, anytime and everytime that i need Him. you all knew Him. He is my saviour, my protector, my God, and my everything. i am so lucky and grateful to know Him in my life. if not, i would have give up now and end my own life. but, it didn't happened that way.

i am glad too for the companions that He gave me. i am surrounded by lovely people and they are one of the kind. they are my ruly companies, my truly and dearest friends and family. 

before you want to give up, remember the most important to you. remember all the love that they gave to you and how precious you are to them. 

you are beautiful, you are handsome, you are important, you are the jewels, you are the champion, you are the winner and you are the most precious thing in the world and to others too.

you are the most lovely and charming and dazzling.

be yourself...never give up because that something is never get over you. 

 God is bigger than the problems.